actually,at the beginning of the story,the man feels"the inexpressible agony of being unable to bend down and k**s lester's parted lips"on the bus.so he ** very...
don't know why i'm surviving every lonely day 我不懂得在孤寂的每一天存活的意义所在when there's got to be no chance for me当我所有的转机都已经泯灭 my life would end and it just don't matter how i cry我的人生将在那时走向终结,无论我如何哭泣和哀求 my tears...